I'm confined to many vices and none of them are richeous
And I know I'm doing wrong
But I fail to see the harm
I apologize for my seeming lack of coherentness
Exposing my weaknesses to whomever is hearing this
I just hope that your feeling this
And that you know that I'm serious
To my little sister, learn from me please never try to mirror this
Seeing nowhere to turn,
so I vent on drum patterns
wishing to never return
Back to this
Yet I always find myself back to it
Lately I've only been existing
failing to understand living
I'm sure that I'll get it some day
But some day one day seems more and more distant
So I put the light to the end of this square
As my world crumbles into nothing but hopeless despair
I just wanna do things that pa would be proud of
But everything that's been going on is Way more than I ever thought of
Now I'm using walls for balance because I cant stand right
The liquor in my system got me numb so it's alright
It's alright
The liquor in my system got me numb so it's alright